如果我不在乎你 我不會為你笑；

不會變得這麼脆弱；

不會在意你做的每件事

 不會靜靜的想著你髮獃；

不會記住你說的每句話

 不會為你心痛；

不會珍惜與你在一起的時候；

不會總是不由自主的想起你；

不會這麼輕易地讓痛苦摺磨自己；

不會為了一些小事跟你爭執...

這一切隻因為我在乎你。

可不可以趁我还在乎你时

珍惜我

坚强！

總不能流血就喊痛

怕黑就開燈

想念就聯繫

疲憊就放空

被孤立就討好

脆弱就想家

不要被現在而蒙蔽雙眼

終究是要長大 

最漆黑的那段路 終要自己走完


現在的這些那些


也將會被時間拋在腦後 所以不要害怕

L.I.F.E

It such a long time i dint update my blog since the last update is blog about my sem break

Okay. now talking about my studies

Time flies fast

It is week 8 now

Assignment, midterm, presentation all came together at this few week

Seriously, i have no confidence in all subject this semester especially MRIP 

Assignment cant manage to do well

The worst thing is assignment marks for this subject is 32% of the final marks

Midterm not able to answered well also

how i gonna survive for this subject? should i drop?

NOO. no give up for you.

No excuse for you to give up

Anyway, i will try my best to do it better.

No matter how many marks we get 

I hope we will be motivated to do it well together

At least we TRY. we try to put effort on it.

Hope this semester will be end faster

Feel so stress about the assignment =(

if have option, i rather choose midterm but not assignment.

Ok. Stop talking about those stress things.

Now talk about my love one.

I would like to thanks my dear being with me for half year with the smile and love u gave to me

Although we are argue quiet often recently

but at least we have learn something throughout the problem

Honestly, i hate people lie to me seriously

Sometimes i know you are lying to me

But i just pretending i don't know

and try to not keep in mind 

i don't know why, what ur purpose to lying me

but however i wont mention infront of you

It doesn't help anything if i mention

so i choose not to say

i will get touch and happy by very little thing u did for me

but i also will easy to get influence by the bad things 

All im just keeping in my heart

But everyone got their weakness right?

 no matter who you are, once is you then forever is you

My fatty=)

Hope our love will be last forever and ever.

I Love You =)

  

Now is the turn of friendship

It has a period of time we are getting far to each other 

i miss that feeling of we are 38 togehter sometimes

Im happy that we are back to our track finally

Don't know why, u all are the one who most understand me

and know my pattern clearly. hehe

i like the feeling of we sit together and share our problem

and laugh together

I wont forget how crazy we are

and what memory u all gave to me

i appreciate our friendship =)

Love u all ❤

SEM BREAK

Since im in holiday, of cause i wont waste my holiday by just staying at home

so after exam, i follow my dear went back to his hometown johor

this is the second time i follow him back

still, got abit shy when talked to his parent

but then his parent was very lovely and nice

feel lucky to be part of his family ❤

staying there for few days, i had fat 1kg more

cant imagine if i stay there for 1 month what will happen

LOL =.=

after staying there for few day

we had leave and travel with nani group at MELAKA & KL 

it was amazing and happy trip

because finally i able go to the place that i plan to go long time ago

but i have fall sick during the trip

it's really suffer when fall sick especially having trip

no appetite to eat

no mood to play

but nvm, as long as i have enjoy on it=)

千层蛋糕

next trip of coz hang out with my dear sista laaaa

afternoon i went to KL by ETS alone to meet my sista

then we went time square shopping

just go 1 week before , 1 week after go again

still i can buy a lot =.=

after shopping, we went back to pd to find pork fifi yamcha XD

next day, actually we have plan went to melaka

but due to lack of time

we have changed the plan from melaka to seremban sing K

during the time,we had think back a lot of memories and some funny thing that we did during secondary school

how i wish i can go back to that time=((

last time we always hang out tgt 

but now we have our own thing to do at different area

not like before can meet everyday=((

keep in touch ya babe girls=))

lastly, talk about my result
although it is pass all
but actually it is not meet my expectation
got abit disappointed when i have know my result
mayb i put too high expectation =((
never mind, add oil again next sem to reach my target
i swear i will put more and more effort (every semester i also repeat the same thing but end up with the shit result) ><
but really its time to serious
year 2 subject is not that easy to score =(
Anyway,gambateh to myself and all my friends
=)

我的他^^

他，总是什么都让着我
只要我向他撒娇他永远都会让步让我赢，就算是我错
他，总是疼着我
每当知道我心情不好会想办法哄我开心
他，总是保护着我
知道外头就快下雨了，替我想办法就只因为不让我受一点伤害
他，总是很宠我
每次我想要吃什么，他都会想尽办法买给我吃。甚至有时还把我宠坏了><
他，总爱无时无刻亲亲我
让我无时无刻都感受他对我的疼爱
他，总是喜欢抱着我
像是他的宝贝一样搂在怀里
他，总是很体贴
替我安排好一切，让我不用操心
他，总是很照顾我
知道我少喝水，就每次駡我逼我喝
他，总是很尊重我
每当他做什么选择都会征求我的意见
他，总是那么会替我着想
不管朋友或家人他都为我铺好路
他，总是那个除了我妈最了解我的那个人
知道离家后我会缺乏安全感，所以去到那里总是把我带在他身边
他，总是为了我做了很多让我很感动的东西
不管多夜，为了见我他走路也走来我家找我
他为了不让我淋雨，和朋友串通好骗我
然后自己淋雨回家，还把电话给弄坏了，也一点埋怨也没有

他，总是有那么多那么多的优点

他，就是我的男人

我的宝贝

我的未来老公

萧维升（^-^)

能够和你一起，真的很幸福

很甜蜜

我真的真的很爱你

平时的我都不大善于表达

但是你对我做的一切我都有记在心里

谢谢你，谢谢你的出现
让我做你身边的小女人
被你呵护着

肥登老公，我爱你！！！！=D

难过

有谁可以告诉我这个学期我他妈的是在干什么吗？
在梦游？
这是什么烂成绩
陈琦琳你懂你在干什么嘛？！
我醒了
终于我梦醒了
但这一切都太迟了
埋怨，后悔也挽救不了改变不了结果
我对自己彻底失望了
真的很失望
开学前说好的动力呢？
开学前说好的目标呢？
都毁灭了
我好讨厌这样的自己
我好讨厌事后才后悔当初的自己不够努力
我恨不甘心
考试前我有很努力的读书
可是我总是不够运气
不够聪明
只要问题一转，我就不会回答了
对，我承认我不比别人聪明
比别人笨
现在多说什么也没用了
也成定局了
现在我应该做的是大考好好的加油
不要再让自己后悔
我还是坚持我的原则，
不可以Fail
不可以
我不允许！！！！！
奋斗！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

3.3.2013 是个很糟糕的一天
本来说礼拜天和朋友出去玩可以解放自己的压力
好让自己放松些
可是往往事与愿违
这一天，我的心情完全被打入了谷底
很久没那么失落过了
为什么要让我看到？为什么偏偏我最讨厌别人骗我你却选择了用这个放式？
你知道我讨厌别人欺骗我吗？
你知道的话为什么我重复问了那么多次你还是选择隐瞒我？

你知道吗？信任就好像一张纸
皱了就再也折不回原来的摸样了

你看不出我不开心了吗？

你有在乎过吗？如果。。。如果我没说我不开心
你会知道吗？
你会发觉我不开心了吗？
不是说好不管什么事要坦白的嘛?
说好的承诺呢？
我心痛不是因为她，而是因为当我对你认真时
你却毫不犹豫的当我是个傻瓜般的欺骗我
你不准我留着我与他的任何东西
却允许自己留着你与她的东西
可笑吗？=)
我不要在意了，我不要在乎了
在乎多了往往受伤害的是自己
我累了。

你们曾经是我的依靠
我们曾一起做过疯狂的事
一起谈心事
一起吃喝玩乐
一起温习
一起打打闹闹
一起分享开心的事物
一起分担问题
一起参加活动
可以的话，我不想把他成为我们的曾经
我想我们的友谊能永远永远都轰轰烈烈的
不要那么容易被打败好嘛？
我真的很珍惜你们，很珍惜我们的感情=)